i don't know. there's fresh air here and food that doesn't suck. there's weird shit here, but everything's not poison. it seems like everyone here is... equal.
[a pause.]
and i have you here. we're... we're okay, here. not perfect, but okay. i don't know what's going to happen at home after how everything ended. at least here... we have a chance of being a family again.
not to be the bummer drummer here, but i thiiiiiiiiiink if we were to go home right now, i'd either be in stillwater (like they catch me HA HA) or just more explosion and junk. NOT THAT I DONT LIKE! super can get on behind with more kablamooing buildings!!
but... u'd get more mad. more upset. so.
i can get my bombing fix with the monsters around here and still get to keep u. so its not a bad gig, i think.
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( but she isn't taking a picture. )
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go for it
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but i dont want to go back home.
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i don't know if i want to go back home, either. what's waiting for us there...
[she doesn't have to comment. things can only go downhill from here.]
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( ... )
i know caitlyn wants to go back so i just figured.... u'd follow her.
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[a pause.]
and i have you here. we're... we're okay, here. not perfect, but okay. i don't know what's going to happen at home after how everything ended. at least here... we have a chance of being a family again.
you know...eventually english will work for me.
but... u'd get more mad. more upset. so.
i can get my bombing fix with the monsters around here and still get to keep u. so its not a bad gig, i think.
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thanks... for telling me all this.
🎀 soonish
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i love you too.